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    June 12

    prediction - paralysis

    For the first time in months I had a premonition.
    While at work today I was looking through some houshold storage boxes that were pilled on top of each other quite high. A thought went through my head that someone would come asking me to get them a perticular colour that would typicaly be at the bottom of the pile. I remember thinking what hell it would be having to take off the top load just to get to a different colour.  Low and behold about 3 or 4 minutes later a lady came upto me asking if  could possible get her the colour from the bottom of the pile of storage boxes, I was stunned and shocked. It took me a further 1 minutes to get take the top load off just to get to the bottom, I was quite happy to do it for her. After being in customer service for 3 years it just came naturaly to help her.  She was very appolagetic but I assured her that I didnt mind.
     
    I'v recently been having more sleep paralysis than usual. Last night I was able to open my eyes for the first time, im not sure if having my eyes shut was probably for the best.  My brain was still asleep and my body was still paralysed. It was a strange set of circumstances, with my eyes shut off completly from my brain I was actualy 'seeing' for real what I was actualy dreaming. I was in an empty bedroom. I was shouting in real life, trying to wake out of the paralysis and I remember the room I was seeing achoeing my voice. I could see 2 shelves on the back wall, one below the other, nothing on them, and nothing else in the room. I then awoke and was shaken up for a good 10 minutes before falling back to sleep. 
    December 14

    The face behind the covers

    I was trying to get to sleep last night but was failing misurably. I layed there in silence and for the first time in a while I thought i'd turn the TV off and sleep in silence. (You might luagh at that but believe me, when you training to communicate with the spirit world it takes more than a few daysto trust them and recognise that they wont hurt you, plus if I ever saw anything stood beside my bed (wich I always image there are) I would totaly freek out.
    Im not ready to see spirits, i'd rather see them in my head or hear them virtualy in my ear/dreams.
    I was struggling to fall asleep in the black silence of the night and when I finaly did get to sleep, after jumping a million times at the sound of spirits trying to communicate - I finaly dozed off.
    It must have been no longer than 10-15 minutes when I suddenly awoke and my eyes opened for absolutely no reason.
    To my shocking horror I saw before me - pearing over my bed and under the cover that was half covering my face, I saw a face of an old Man. I got the sence imediately that this man was dead, he was old and a granfathr figure. His face was cheerful but sneeky, as though he had a bad side. His hair was combed forward to his fore-head.
    As you would expect im only human and I totaly freeked, I always prey at night that I wouldnt see a spirit and this night I did. I jumped up after shouting for help (nobody came) and turning the TV on I tunred the volume to low and layed for another half an hour before surprisingly drifting off to sleep.
    December 01

    Shahla and the door

    Shahla came over for the day last Sunday. Mum wanted to try some Rieki Healing on her and so while I entertained my son Kieran for an hour in town, my mum was busy doing a cas study on Shahla for her course she's taking.
    When I came back home I fealt the house was different, like there was a lot of energy and the atmosphere was charged, like when you go to a party and there's loud music for a few hours then suddenly everyones gone and its all quiet but the atmosphere is still buzzing.
    When I got home Mum had finished and Shahla was in the bathroom, while I was in the kitchen I heard her shouting from behind the closed door. I went to investigate and as I opened the door she looked at me in shock. She had been trying to open th door but she thought it was locked. I assured her that I wasnt playing a prank on her (this time) and I began telling her that because the energy was high after Mum's reiki healing, the chances are that a relative of hers on the other side found it easier to let you know they are around. At this point the letter 'J' or 'G' came into my head and so I thought i'd go along with it and ask her if she had a relative that had past with the initial 'J' or 'G'. She wasnt sure and said she would ask her mum when she got home. I also got the feeling of a old female but wasnt sure as I got a sence of a male too.
    Later that evening I got a text from Shahla saying that her Grandmother's name started with a 'J'. I text her back and told her that it must have been your Grandmother that was holding the door and that she probably wanted to let you know that she was looking over you and taking care of you from the spirit world. To my surprise she text me back and said that her Mum had told her that her grandmother was a very caring soul and used to look after Shahla's Mum when she was younger. 
    So everything came together, as it always does and the spirit world made sure of that!
    November 19

    My awareness increases

    Over the last few weeks i'v found myself becoming more and more involved in the spiritual workings of life. I'v become acustomed to feelings, emotions and predicting sertain events in and around my life. I feel myself becoming more in tune with the spirit workd and I can also tell that the people on the other side are pushing me and inviting me to take part.
    I found a book called 'After Life' by John Edwards the other day. He's a famous medium who works in America and from the first page to the last I was taken in by his great spiritual awareness and his great gift of talking to the spirits. The book has had a great influence on me and im not looking and hoping I can find a medium teacher to get me on the right path. Yesterday for the first time ever I was meditating in the bath and thought i'd try a different aproach to the spirit world and it seems to hav worked.  As usual I got many images and numbers and fealt many people around me but a few things stood out that stayed in my mind. I asked for my grandad to come forward and at that moment I saw him  in my mind. My thoughts were then past onto my gran and an image of her life came into my head with the number 2 and 4. I aked mum what these mubers might mean and it turns out my Grans date of birth is the 3rd of April - the 4th of the month although 1 digit out from the date, this was validation that it WAS my grandad that came through. I have learnt now that I need to concentrate on EVERY single image and think what that image could mean to mme or sombody else. The same for the number. A number of things seem to have happened over the last few days that are assuring me that I can do this - I was in the bath not  hour ago when I began to meditate and in my mind emediately was a phone and it was ringing. This phone would not stop ringing untill 3 seconds after my mobile began to ring - as any great medium says, nothing is a co-incidence.
    Only last week I began touching a picture at an estate house my mum worked for and imediately got an image of a petite old man with a strong character who I imaged walking up to me. He later turns out to be th owner of the house many years ago, and the picture? The pictrue was of a horse - his horse. A photo mum later showed me of the owner was the exact image I had of him in my head.
    I saw a friend tonight and for a split second I got a feel for an older lady who had past over. I asked this friend if she had a gran that had past and sure enough her Gran on her Dads side had past away only 2 years ago. I fealt her clear as day and she wanted me to tell my friend that she loved her and was looking out for her. So, in the best possible way I blended her love in a conversation without freeking her out.
    There are many things happening at the moment and I am hoping they will carry on happening and become stronger. This morning and last night I was looking for my recording of a medium I saw 'Donner Stuart' but I just could not find it anywhere. It began to bug me and I couldnt stop looking untill I found the tape. Thankfully I found it and im glad I did. I listened to the tape again and the message that will stay with me the most when I sleep tonight is.. 'I feel you being a medium by the time your 30'  Just 6 years to go and im on course.

     

     

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